haaaaaappy birthday to meeeeeee

... new layout and updates tomorrow.. I swear! I have to work on an essay right now x.o

... I also have to set up my new flatscreen :3

doragon lost it again @ 09:07 p.m.

Sunday, January 20, 2002

yatta! my computer works.. MINE! my fast mofo! muhahaha xD *cough* well... just writing to say I'm alive and kicking... and um yeah. I'll make a new layout soon for this, most likely Gaara since today is his birthday! happy birthday gaara hah, I love how things work out too... I named my computer gaara and today is its first day of usage! xD! well, need to work on things.. frontpage seemed to have died on the transfer so I gotta find the disk so I can do some updates on all my webbi... and happiness! the book is done! more time to work on more important things! yay! oh.. I should do homework too xD well.. anywho... myst finish working on some things. I'll write again with a recap of the end of 2002 for me xD ja ne

doragon lost it again @ 01:46 p.m.

Sunday, December 22, 2002

my last post till I achieve and make a new layout... and while I pass the time before RO comes back up *sets to porings to invade Gravity*

to make things short... I did go somewhere today, beside make my christmas presents that I've been working on the whole weekend. I went to the Pool Christmas Party and gift exchange... but this ain't no ordinary gift exchange.. this one is bruital with broken hearts and bruises. I fought for mine.. thinking stratigically for mine... I got a watch, a Nike watch... Ambient and its blue.. and uber pretty. I pissed off Scott for getting it, he really wanted it... but yeah... thanks to my Bath and Body works thing I had which got switched with Dole who didn't want the watch.. boooo yeaaaaah xD I also got a flashlight from Robert *does a dance... and now returns to sewing... and waiting.... and waiting.. and waiting*

doragon lost it again @ 09:32 p.m.

Saturday, December 21, 2002

muhahahahahaha !!!

dear gawd, I need a life badly .... x___x;;;

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Thursday, December 19, 2002

O______________________________O okay.. um why is the shounen jump section of s-manga.net playing Britany Spears?!?! WHY DO THEY TORTURE ME????????? *dies*

book #15 of Naruto! GAAARA!!! WAAAAAAH!!!!

edit : all the sections are x___x;

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Thursday, December 19, 2002

muhahaha, I just downloaded 'Vanilla' by Gackt.. and omg! increasage of my odd and stupid love for the song!! xD As some people have commented, he DOES look like a super saiya-jin with his hair! xD and he does my dork dance!! even in his box! I wanna do my dork dance in a glass box too, with weird people behind me swaying! YEAAAAAAH! dork dance power!! I like his outfit.. so black and leathery... mmm. omg, need more Gackt @__@ *searches iMesh... needs more gackt!*

doragon lost it again @ 05:11 p.m.

Wednesday, December 18, 2002

holy shizznat! Two Towers! aaaaa, got to see it at midnight and it was so awesome *____* my gawd, the fight scenes, Helm's Deeep... hoooo yeaaaaaah! Legolas and his might bow action.... and just him in general... ooooh yeaaah. Elves! ELVES! I fucking love elves!! And I love Legolas and Gimli's friendship, its so much cuter in the movie.. watching them try and top each other with the orc killing and just the whole "gimli is a dwarf and short.. and doesn't like horses" thing! xD! "would you like me to describe it to you, or would you like me to find you a box?" So cute! Oh, and Gollum!! AAAH, I love him even more.. his little rant with himself "but master is my friend... you have no friends... I knooooooow" he's so cute, I want him *__*!! The one thing that surprised me though was how short they cut it at the end. At the end of the second book, Merry and Pippin met up with Aragon and co and then split up again as Gandalf had to take Pippin away since he looked at the ball. And Sam and Frodo had already been lead to Shelob(sp?) and she already poisoned Frodo and he was carried off by orcs and Sam went all frankic realizing his beloved Mr Frodo was still alive and was banging on a door. The movie ended with the Ents having destroyed Saurumon's tower, and Helm's Deep being all nice and safe now... and Gollum now getting the idea to lead them to "her" ... the hey? How are they going to fit so much in the next movie? eeee, I have to wait a year!!! ... and on another note, Village Christen students must die, epecially the girls sitting behind me who were not only were kicking my seat but would not shut the fuck up throughout the entire damn movie! GAH! urg to kill RISING! gyaaaah!

so tired... only got 5 hours of sleep.. and had to work... and people asked me questions about the pool, and I didnt know and didn't care... I was tired, still am... and gyah x.x; ... side note : scott is a fat stupid hobbit. *so needs to play her iRO, damn them for having it down for 2 days...*

doragon lost it again @ 02:48 p.m.

Tuesday, December 17, 2002

okay... sunny to downpour to hail to downpour... damn our weather is so odd o_O;; crap, its going to rain on us waiting for the midnight showing of the Two Towers... X___x;;

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Saturday, December 14, 2002

*spoilers ahead! ahaha, I white out for no one! ... you have been warned*

Star Trek Nemesis... hmm, I can honestly say I was bored with it. It had potential and was good, but I was really really bored. At one point, I think I almost fell asleep... but I kept waiting for it to pick up. The previews made it look really cool and action packed... but during the action sequences, it... wasn't all that much. The concept of whats his face being Picards clone and all was really cool, the Remens were pretty cool too... but still, no. Hurray for human potential... yeaaaaah, and damn those Remen suits were snazzy! damn, I want one! xD The leather! the leather, and the noooise xDxD But ... the thing that got me, was how they killed of DATA, my beloved favorite Star Trek character, those bastards! It's like killing off R2D2 to me, how dare they. Who the hell cares that they have B4, and he could evolve into DATA, I want DATA!! whose going to look after Spot? Those bastards ;_; *sobs in her little quasi-trekki world, waits for Two Towers ... and gollem*

damn the book. damn it. must finish to play RO! gah.

doragon lost it again @ 04:32 p.m.

Friday, December 13, 2002

michi had tests on her blog, I couldn't help not to take some of them xD!

What swear word are you?
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and the test to prove everyone's thinking of me :

How azn are u?
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xDxDxD! take that everyone who thinks I'm trying to be asian!! the little white girl remains!!! boo yeah!

dammit.. its taking so long to level!! I want jun'ko to be an assassin T_________T

doragon lost it again @ 01:01 p.m.

Thursday, December 12, 2002

done. finals, over. fuck. I'm such an idiot x.x

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Tuesday, December 10, 2002

odd test! whoosh!

I dunno xD *shuts up.. goes to her hole*

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Tuesday, December 10, 2002

4 finals down, 1 to go... the big one... BIO... dear lord, I'm going to die. save yourselves!! *wants to play iRO... dammit.. study.. study... dammit* My history teacher got my final.. but was like "well, you could try and put quotes, I'm sure there are some" gawd, now I'm thinking I should go back and put some in, damn him... I was happy to get that one done too... *sigh* I might relook it over... maybe. Bio is my main concern right now since I'm doing so bad T.T guu, need to study, test of thursday.

doragon lost it again @ 05:51 p.m.

Monday, December 9, 2002

nooo! my craptastic christmas cards won't be ready until wednesday! I knew I should have gone of friday ;_; I just hope they get to aniki and everyone before they come back home! waaah!

and... then my mother yelled at me for taking them to kinkos to get made. 29.99 to make them, whoo.. a bit pricy but I want them to look good and pretty, they can do that. Its like a buck for each card... 25 per box... I can give them out and save some. I never spend my money on anything, the only thing right now is my computer which won't need work for a couple of years isince I'm getting pretty good stuff. I don't spend my money on clothes and pourses every time I get a paycheck.. ala Karolyne. Geezus, she's always so tight about money, and always yelling at me. And she says she's not like her mother, HAH! I'm surprised she hasn't started screaming "blackbread! blackbread, we have no money for blackbread!" .. honestly, if we're so "poor" why do we live where we live? why do we live in a rich neighborhood, why no move somewhere else if we're poor and tight for money. geezus. And the yelling? Why des she yell at everything I do? "I'm going to wait for Jennella to come online to she can help me study" "why can't you study on your own?" "because Jennella has taken like 4 years of Japanese and can HELP ME" she yells at every damn thing I do, why can't she get to the point and just tell me that I'm a disappointment to her, that she doesn't love me. Its sad that I feel she really thinks that, but from her actions, thats all I get. The constant yelling and bitterness towards how my life has been going. Oh, Karolyne is going to be a newsreporter and Kathryn a teacher, Kim.. well.. she's.. er *in a small voice* artist... yeah.. thats what I get for my life. The disappointing third fucking child. That why I'm so competative, trying to live up to my sisters, the good excellent ones. Then thats where my low selfesteem comes from, knowing I can never be up there in my parents' eyes like they are... thats what a 6 year difference in ages does to me... my sisters are like less than a year apart, and me? 6 years... dear gawd, I'm depressing myself... and .. why did I ramble so? All from the topic of cards.. oh how my mind strays... I'm sorry. I'm going to go back to my final essay and such. hopefully I'll be able to get holidays layouts and such by the end of this week ^__^ ja ne!

edit : *shuts up... returns to her hole*

doragon lost it again @ 02:16 p.m.

Wednesday, December 4, 2002

Congrats! You're the Princess of Hyrule! Although you suffer from an identity crisis, your character is not weak. You care deeply for those around you and often put your worldly knowledge to use by helping people with their problems. You sometimes depend on others, but are not incompetent; when the time calls for it, you can kick some serious ass.

Take the Which OoT Character are You? Quiz!

doooooooooood, urg to draw Legend of Zelda fanart... *twitches* aaaaah! must draw fanart.. maybe during nihongo tomorrow... guuuuuuu.

doragon lost it again @ 08:46 p.m.

Wednesday, December 4, 2002

guu. iRO is down, damn gravity .. make us pay 10 bucks and... not really get to play. rollbacks.. ROLLBACKS! AAAAAH! *jumps out of a window*

*jumps back* hoi, I hate homework... daaaaaamn school. Finals are next week, I have to sign up for my Bio final (yay! another to fail) ... and write my history essay final thing ... and finish my final for art... study for nihongo ... study for bio ... guu and then! and then... gotta work on blog layouts, webbi layouts, as well as actual updates and content *cough* and the damned book *burns it* take that you stupid piece of 7 page mushy crap! DIE! GAAAAH!

I'm developing an obsession with downloading punk covers .. heeeeeeeee, so many... so many... *twitches* I want the rest of my computer... where is Scott's uncle? When is he coming back?!? I want my video and sound cards! *twitches*

doragon lost it again @ 07:53 p.m.

Monday, December 2, 2002

What fairy tale cliche are you?
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What random GIR quote are you?
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yessum. damn, iRO is down... damnation! ... I'll have to work now, dammit. one hour.. one hour *twitches* the mugendaiINK blog has a new layout *yet, still twitches* hnnn x.x

doragon lost it again @ 07:58 p.m.

Monday, December 2, 2002

"I'm not normally a religious man, but if you're up there, save me, Superman!" - Homer

*burns the book, burns it to pieces... wants to play RO! needs to become a thief.. dammit!*

doragon lost it again @ 05:15 p.m.

Sunday, December 1, 2002

crap. I wanna update the mugendaiINK blog but I totally forgot the password again. do'h! new layout for it and everything.. and no one is on to tell me it! *smacks self for not writing it down*

so... while I wait, I'll work on more layouts. and um, I found a sprite maker thing on the net.. and maybe Nanashi and Kimibot-ish RO characters. lol, I'm so... lame.

doragon lost it again @ 12:14 p.m.

Saturday, November 30, 2002

You are Wufei Chang, and you appear to hate the world. You hold serious grudges against those who have wronged you in the past, and make it an issue to often bring up past events. You despise most women, and believe that they are weak. On the contrast, you believe in a fair fight and worthy opponents. You hate being under or out-matched.

lolol

doragon lost it again @ 06:56 p.m.

Saturday, November 30, 2002

oooooooooooooooooooow! my hand is stuck in the form of a playstation controller! I've been playing for like 5 hours straight, ooooow x.x; but I beat the hades cup, go me! and my beloved Sephi-sama has killed me 5 times, go me! Later, its time to go after Phantom and Ice Titan, and Kurt Zisa and Sephi-sama and leveling like mad! whooosh!

So, Joanne came over today... I haven't seen her in like 2-3 months or so. Nah, we really needed something to do other than sit in my room and talk, thats all we ever did when she was here... I need to think of interesitng places to go and do! dammit. But then again, she came over at like 4 or something then had to leave at 5 to go to dinner with her parents... so didn't leave her much time to do anything. But, it was nice to see her before she goes back to Davis tomorrow. I was at first thinking she forgot about me or something since she didn't call at all, I was about to go into a "favorite kim my ass" rant before she called this morning... she's been sick or something, yeah. Well, two more weeks or so and everyone will start to come back! WHEEEEE! Happiness! I should really start working on my craptastic holiday cards, though I think I got it.. its honestly a layout I was going to make and realized it was a cuter card ^_^; Its cute.. its colorful.. I did all on adobe, go me!

dammit! I can't find my japanese homework sheet! I dunno what I have to do for chapter 12! noooo! aaaaaaah! I have to think of a history topic to write about... aaaaaaaah! aaaaah! Bio final! AAAAAAAAAH! ... *deflates* puuushuuuu ~

doragon lost it again @ 06:34 p.m.

Thursday, November 28, 2002

oooooo yeah. happy turkey day ^_^

doragon lost it again @ 10:51 a.m.

Thursday, November 28, 2002

booyeah! I finally beat Riku xD took me long enough... well, from the actual playing but also since I haven't played in about 2 months or something. But yeah, take that pretty haired white boy! muha! ...it was so cute after it! aaaw! I want Sora to become a heartless again, it was fun controlling him as one xD ... now I have the rest of the game to do! whooo! ... mmmmmmmm Sephi-sama *___* I must fight my beloved and everything else. yeah. ha. nn. yeah. hm. coloring is fun, I've been drawing and coloring on photoshop the past few days... thinking of new layouts and craptastic holiday card ideas. yup... yeah.

Which Yami no Matsuei Character are You?
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doragon lost it again @ 10:31 a.m.

Tuesday, November 26, 2002

*grins*

not bad.. I was hoping for Harry/Ginny .. but okay xD

wooork, wooork, need to wooork *gets blown away by massive wind* eeeeeee

doragon lost it again @ 08:02 p.m.

Monday, November 25, 2002

dear gawd, I've hit an all time low xD I'm such a fucking dork xD!!!

I got my iRO account! yattaa!! ahaha ... fuuuuck! studystudystudy x.x

doragon lost it again @ 07:51 p.m.

Sunday, November 24, 2002

You are a Mature artist. Wow... that's what I would call " teachers." You can learn from anything in life to use it in your art. You watch other professional and learn from them as you grow. You would never look down at anyone, keep a firm stand while you keep your mind open. You are ready for a field, go take whatever chances you have and explore.
How confident are you as an artist?
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really now... thats a bit of a shocker, I was expecting something far less than that since I have temper tantrums about my art and giving up art so much. maybe I answered wrong. ee *shrug*

wheee! I went to Gamers today. Got lost on the way, but I got thee and back in one piece. I love that store.. but I spend so much time that the guy like stares at me... oddly. They didn't have an new Naruto, bastards... and no character books, bastards again... but I got Naruto #5 and Black Cat #8... Shounen Jump #43 (it had a Naruto cover) and Asuka #12 (with snazzy Daisuke poster *_*) I was thinking of getting more Shounen Jump, they were only 3 bucks, but I couldn't remember which one didn't have Naruto in it... but it was sooooo tempting! I actually got the one with the 3rd's funeral, with snazzy color pic of Itachi :3 so I missed the end of the fight.. and I was sad. But hey, those getting me a christmas/soltice/winter holiday present could get me like the volumes before #43 ... (36-42 would kick ass) :3 Gaara/Naruto fiiiight. So lets see. I'm confused with whats going on in DNAngel... Dark was somewhere and trying to get some sword... but then Krad attacked Dark with a sword, Dark doesn't seem to be able to transform into Daisuke... Riku runs towards Dark but ends up falling of a building and I think said something long the lines of "help me.. niwa-kun" (or "I know you'll save me... niwa-kun" or something with "niwa-kun" at the end...) not sure. Then at the end of the volume, after Satoshi saves a confused and fainted Risa (after watching Riku fall).. he goes to Dark (who is with a fainted Riku) and takes out a .. paint brush. EEEE? what the hell?! I'm so lost... not to mention the fact I spent 10 bucks on Asuka for that, while not knowing any other series in Asuka (some look so cute though...) aaah!

crap... I gotta study for Bio. Double Crap.. I have to do art homework. what to do. crap... crap... uber crap! maybe work on art... then... study.. or both.. or URG! I know I should just get offline... so. ja!

doragon lost it again @ 05:38 p.m.

Saturday, November 23, 2002

*and after years of searching... doragon finds her anime counterpart... or close enough to it... in the form of a young netherland go player, in Hikago episode 54* xD

doragon lost it again @ 05:46 p.m.

Saturday, November 23, 2002

Curiosity
This means you are full of questions about life, people, and the potential of your future. You spend more time than others envisioning the possibilities of your life — things that others are too afraid to consider.
Your curiosity burns with an almost physical need to know and do more. It's only through new experiences that you feel a greater understanding of yourself or the world — which ultimately is the greatest way for you to feel satisfied.
It is possible that the underlying reason for your drive towards curiosity is a deeply rooted fear of boredom. That means that you are probably more susceptible than others to feel like you're falling into a rut when life slows down into a comfortable routine.
You need to make sure you have stimulation in your life — that makes you feel like you're innovating or being exposed to the ideas and experiences that truly inspire you.
With such a strong orientation towards curiosity, you're also prone to a rebellious quality that shows up when you feel you are just going through the motions, and are unable to really influence the world around you. But interestingly enough, your drive towards novel experiences also indicates an openness others don't have, but wish they did.
Unconsciously, your curiosity presses you to learn more, experience more, and get the most out of life.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Curiosity, there is much more to who you are at your core.
what drives your unconscious mind : emode.com

doragon lost it again @ 12:12 p.m.

Friday, November 22, 2002

mmm. sooo uber-ly tempted to make an anime music video. But I have no idea what anime or song. I'm tempted to do .hack//sign or X or Hellsing.. and Naruto is also a big on to the list... but like they're so new and people might not know it or... be pissed off since I spoiled it, since they'll probably not be finished with liscening by AX03, yeah.. I want to enter it in the competition xD but... aaah, I don't know. I have too many ideas running in my head. eee @.@

btw. lol. FLCL is so odd yet so awesome. Geez Gainex, always adding some underlying message so deep deep down. What was the message doragon found out, that most likely wrong, don't grow up too fast? Thats what I found from it, since Haruko kept telling Naoto that he was "afterall, [you're] just a kid" a few times. tehe, it was cute.. but so confusing until the end.. when mr eyebrows finally explained things. I dunno, I'm loving anime like that.. where you finally get all the information later.. and guess in the beginning.. when the plot isn't right in your face. Mmm.. it was so fun to watch Naoto glow at the end and fight with those two guitars then stop... and look up at Haruko and say "suki" and kiss her *__* saah, I loved it. I'm such a dork. I have to get back to coloring the damn book some more. ja ne.

doragon lost it again @ 11:18 a.m.

Wednesday, November 20, 2002

look! archived page. hahaha. and now I give you.. test results xD

How seme are you?
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What female stereotype of Final Fantasy(ps) are you?
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"Ouch... you're so cruel. You're hauling ass and taking names. Some tragic event that happened in your past has made you insanely bitter and dark. You poke fun at everything and everyone. You're close to selective few. Maybe you should try and mend past mistakes and move on with your life? It'd make everyone's trip a lot easier... " o___________o just because I said I was cynical and I liked Lulu. geez -.-;

Which type of Gackt pants are you?
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Sakurazuka Seishirou Calm, composed, apathetic, with impecible taste, you are the Sakurazukamori. You tend to be generally calm and composed, and never let things get to you, or if they do, show no trace of it on your face. You're true to your word, and have a nasty habit of hurting the people you care about. But you don't care, because you "can't". Right? Take the "Which Dragon Of Earth Are You!" test! by Maduin & Kira

okay xD lol. those were fun

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